What's the Worst Feeling in the World

Originally Posted by davex

I've been on 3 deployments, lost some friends and mentors, had rocky relationships, but a feeling I still can't even begin to understand was when my ex, commited suicide. My sympathy doesn't just lie with the demons she was dealing with and how alone she must have felt, but with her parents, step sister, friends, and all those that cared, because it was a lot more than she probably thought