Originally Posted by onzedge

No, as long as you don't act on it. It is like other unnatural or deviant thoughts. We can't always control those desires that seem to come out of the blue. The important thing is to be strong. Those urges will pass. If they don't, then I suggest getting yourself to a meeting as soon as possible. Get a sponsor, work the steps, be of service to others and your life gets better. I promise that.