4r3s's quitting smoking Journal

Originally Posted by 4r3s

Each box has two weeks of patches, If I stick to their plan I still have 8 more weeks of wearing the patch. I was considering cutting two weeks off but randomly and what seems out of nowhere I get really strong cravings but they are becoming less intense and much less frequent with time.

I have no idea what to expect tonight. All I know is I fell in love with who she showed me while we were together and then all of a sudden this new person appeared. I know that old person is a big portion of who she is but the question is will I love who she really is. Who knows whats going to happen, for all I know she might chicken out and be a no show or find some other excuse to not show. This whole situation is so f*cked I don't know why I'm even giving her the time of day, never in my wildest dreams would I have thought my life would be so similar to a freakin soap opera.

Today is going to be a long day...